Spot! the Not..

some times it happens to me.. it is quite personal.. but i think that i should share it.. k.. so it all starts with 'Shunya'[lang: Sanskrit] 'the Zero'.. my mind goes all blank.. absolute absence of thought.. and i start gaining some pleasure!.. but i get irritated as well.. because i am not able to find the source of pleasure.. so i start searching for same.. In the process i see some dark, blurred, hazy kinda spot!.. i start concentrating on the center to see what is it exactly... suddenly a ring around it, starts building up.. and as i try to concentrate more on the center, the ring shines more and more.. it gives me immense pleasure.. but again i feel unanswered.. this is bizarre!.. it is all happening with my eyes closed... suddenly i start visualizing my recent activities and reviewing my conversations with people, whom i met recently... i see a lot of people around me.. doing all crap they could! like chattering, poking me!.. i see myself as a sick.. suffering from an unknown disease... some faces around me try to console me..preach me.. they look a bit familiar to me.. but i am not looking at them at all... i am seeing something else.. yes.. @ the spot!! the same bit dark, hazy spot!! mentioned few lines above.. due to my ignorance.. people start leaving me behind.. my concentration gets disturbed as i heard some murmuring about the Spot! from someone... he says to someone, there is no existence of such spot!... how dare he?.. i said to myself.. i have seen it so many times.. even i felt it inside me.. who the hell is he to say so?.. somebody beside me, said.. he is the one who made a research on the spot! for more than 2 years.. he had a team of scholars and he even organized a worldwide survey to find out the existence of the spot!.. so did he find anything?.. what was the result of that worldwide survey? i asked.. nothing! he and his team of scholars didn't find any spot! so they have declared there is no such spot! exists.. he said.. what the hell are you talking.. cut the crap! you fool.. after 2 years of a crap research.. and a shitty survey.. he concluded that there is no such spot!.. let me tell you.. i am 25 now, and i see as well as feel that spot! inside me from the past 10 years.. no one can say rubbish to this.. and those who raise question about the existence of the spot!.. are senseless dysfunctional!!.. one can't define pleasure based on some shitty report.. "the pleasure is true while the origin is always a mystery!!".. i guess, i have said it all.. but still if it is not enough.. take a look at here..
PS: This post is just an individual's opinion and the scenario is no where related to its author.. :)